Just Married!!!

Well we did it!! Our outdoor fall wedding was beautiful dispite the nightmares I had that it would rain or snow. Weather was perfect, I was pretty, the dress looked great, Jeremy was very very handsome and now we are man and wife (that was the best part). All of his family made the trip with out any problems and my family was all there (or at least all that matter came) and every one was happy and smiling and got along swimmingly. After wards we headed out for Yellowstone which was absolutely wonderful. Our new tent is awsome and we very much enjoyed all of our together time. I will post more pictures when I get them .

T minus 30 Days

That is right. In 30 Days and some hours I will be Mrs. Hill. And I have to say I am pretty gosh darn excited about that. I am getting the most wonderful in laws a girl could ask for not to mention the worlds greatest husband. Still have a lot of planning stress but I guess that is just how it goes. Hopefully by the end of the week we will have the invites all sent out and that will be a huge stress gone. My wonderful fiancee has been great to hold me while I freak out and cry cuz things aren't going just right and to get me to laugh when I finish crying. But being this close is like being the day before Christmas eve when you were 8. You know it is coming but for some reason it seems like it takes 48 years for Christmas to arrive rather then 48 hours. that is how I feel. It seems like I have 30 years left not 30 days. But now I must get back to addresses for the invitations :(.......be so glad when it's over.

why is wedding planning so hard

Recently I have been planning a wedding. Yes, my wedding. I am working on marrying the most wonderful guy in the world and yet I am so stressed out by planning that I am ready to bang my head against the first brick wall I find. Why must this be so hard? It is my wedding and I should get what I want. And honestly I one of the most simple girls in the world. I want nothing extravegant or grand. Just a few people, someone to marry us, and a little party afterward. Nothing too out of control or wild or huge just a little simple nice marriage. But apparently my big day isn't just my day. It's my day, my fiances day (obviously), my mothers day, my dad's day, my grandparents day, my sisters day, (thankfully he has a layed back easy going family). I just want it to be my day to do with as he and I please.
I wish we'd just gone to Vegas like we joked!

Good people are good people

Give you the shirt off his back, drop everything and come running when you need him, bail you out of jail and three o'clock in the morning no questions asked, he's good people. At least that's the definition of good people that I like to use. Some people might define it as a person who goes to church, claim certain values or has a certain set of beliefs but I've known plently of people who go to chuch and aren't worth the skin they are made of. Not that I am against church goers, I am one myself. But nothing makes me more upset then when people judge a person who doesn't go to church simply on the fact that he/she doesn't go to church. Its kind of like saying a doctor in the african bush must be a bad doctor because he doesn't practice in the hospital. He might be the greatest doctor in the world and do more for man kind then anyone else but he isn't considered because he isn't conventional.

This has been a long standing problem in our world I think and "believers" continue to shun those who have differing views. I fail to see how simply attending church can make one more worthy then another. I understand that by following the teachings of the church a person can become bettered and can grow but just because you don't go to chuch doesn't make you a bad person.
Maybe I just don't get it??